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Writing and Work, (circumlunar), 07/20/2018
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User jynx recently posted on "life segmentation"[1],
prompting several replies in gopher space. I really enjoyed
jynx's advice:
"So, if you haven't done so, divorce your purpose from your
employment. Make your employment pay your bills, not define
you. Do not let all of your time be swallowed by your
vocation. You cannot go back to see what you missed, and
money does not replace the time you lost."
Really, this is important. In my adult life, my hobby became
my career, and my joy in the thing I was doing evaporated.
Maybe it's a natural process, where our work provides value
to others but takes something from us, and our recreation
must adapt in order to continue being a renewal. Maybe the
pleasure I had in the hobby was bound to subside either way.
The point is, we need work, and we need recreation. The
minute you spend all your time recreating, you're not
renewing anything. I'm certain some great philosopher has
already addressed this problem, though I'm not well read
enough to know who they were.
Right now, I'm poised to restart the cycle of turning a
hobby into a vocation. I enjoy writing, and some part of me
says that I'd like to write to provide. I have no delusions
of becoming a best-selling author overnight, or even at all.
I'm fully aware of the plight of the starving artist[2], and
yet I'm not even inclined to identify as an artist. I'm just
a guy that likes to write and wants to try out a new job.
One of the responders to jynx's post was user zlg[3], who
shared an article entitled "The Sex & Cash Theory"[4].
Loosely stated, the theory is that creative folks can have
one of two types of jobs: a bill-paying "cash" job, or a
creative and "sexy" job. The article was apparently drawing
from a book, but I didn't look further.
Most jarring from the article was this bit:
"It’s the people who refuse to cleave their lives
this way- who just want to start Day One by quitting
their current crappy job and moving straight on over to
best-selling author. Well, they never make it."
My issue with this is the false dichotomy of a cloven life
vs. wanting to be an instant success in an artistic field.
Reason and experience tell me that there are many other
paradigms that one could pursue. I think one issue that the
article doesn't cover is what happens to "sexy" pursuits
when they're all you pursue, and what happens to "cash"
pursuits when they're all you pursue. I really need to look
into that more.
Life has been chaotic, and I feel like this post reflects
that to a degree. Hopefully I can calm down and bit and get
some writing projects going that aren't chaotic; that, or
find a market for chaotic works.
[1]
gopher://gopher.club:70/0/users/jynx/phlog/typezero/20180709.post
[2]
gopher://gopherpedia.com:70/0/Starving artist
[3]
gopher://zlg.space:70/0/phlog/2018-07-12_0036.txt
[4]
https://www.gapingvoid.com/blog/2004/03/25/the-sex-cash-theory/