There's a  thread on  SDF's bboard  right now  about healthy
habits. My issue is, I mostly have un-healthy habits, and so
I don't have much to add to the thread...

The thread mentioned  people dying of cancer. I  lost my dad
to cancer last  year, and I have to admit  that I've thought
more about the  risks of cancer myself  since that happened.
Maybe I shouldn't say "thought,"  since all I've really done
is worry. In any case, it's been on my mind.

My  dad  had pancreatic  cancer.  As  far as  I  understand,
there isn't  a super  strong genetic  component, so  that is
comforting.  I recall  there being  a study  last year  that
seemed to conclude that it was largely a matter of bad luck.
Don't quote  me on that,  as I'm sure the  actual conclusion
and wording were far more scientific, but I believe that was
the gist.

Even if it is somewhat a  matter of luck, I'm interested in
doing  what  I  can  to avoid  health  problems,  including
cancer.

I  think my  biggest  issue is  something  that others  have
already   mentioned,   and   that  is   my  overly-sedentary
lifestyle. People pay me to sit at  a desk and do stuff on a
computer, and  so I  do that, a  lot. No one  pays me  to go
outside and work in the yard, or to go on hikes, and so I do
those things less frequently.

A few years back, in 2014 if memory serves, I spent a ton of
time  outdoors,  fishing and  walking.  It  was active  bass
fishing from  the shore, with  constant movement. I  took my
laptop with me  to work while I was out  there. Mostly I was
combating  some  mild  depression  in  my  own way,  and  it
worked. That year, I felt healthy.

But that  couldn't last, especially since  I really couldn't
get that  much work  done. And  so here I  am now,  in 2018,
feeling guilty about my re-sendentarified life.

My  main  health  problems,  as  I see  them,  are  lack  of
exercise, and too  much sugar in my diet. My  wife is mostly
vegetarian, and we tend to eat  pretty well when we don't go
out to eat,  but I am absolutely addicted to  sugar. I think
it's clinical.

Perhaps I'm lucky  in some way, or perhaps  I'm just normal,
but  too much  sugar for  too many  days in  a row  triggers
horrible headaches for me. After a  few of those, I start to
wake up, and tell myself that I'm through with sugar. I stay
off it for a while- usually  until I start feeling great for
long enough- and then I fall off the wagon again.

On  the  exercise  front,  I really,  really  prefer  to  do
exercise that  is productive.  Yesterday, I spend  more than
half the day finishing projects  in the back yard, trying to
get it ready  to list with a Realtor (it's  FSBO right now.)
Weeks ago I  started putting in a path, which  I finished up
with  the kids  yesterday. Lots  of moving  dirt and  pavers
around, and lots of digging.

After the  yard work, the  kids and I  drove up to  a nearby
mountain,  Porter  Mountain,  which  is  actually  a  cinder
cone[1], and had some fun.  Unless you've played in cinders,
it's a little hard to  explain  sensibly, but here's what we
do: we drive up the service  road (there are radio towers on
top  of Porter  Mtn.)  until  we reach  a  hillside that  is
entirely cinders. We park, and climb  up as far as we safely
can, then proceed to either  slide or hop down the hillside.
Both climbing up and  sliding/hopping down, the cinders give
way beneath your feet and create a tiny sort of avalanche of
cinders which you ride on.  It's difficult work climbing up,
but a lot of fun coming down.

I took  a few pictures,  including one that shows  all three
kids climbing  up[2]. No, I'm  not insane, and no,  the hill
isn't nearly as  steep as the picture makes it  look. It's a
safe and fun  activity, but a little dusty. There  are a few
geocaches right in  the same area that we like  to visit and
sign as well.

Of course, if I spent all  of my Saturdays like this, then I
might not  have quite as much  to worry about, but  I don't.
Yesterday was enough exercise to make me sore; which is good
I suppose,  but I didn't do  enough that I feel  I should be
sore. You have to start somewhere,  I realize, but I do wish
that I had more of a pattern.

It could be that the patterns  are my problem. In eating and
in  exercising,  I  don't  have enough  of  a  pattern,  and
certainly not enough of a focus on my health. The solutions,
I think, are simple ones in theory- it's the practicing that
I have an issue with.  Productive exercise is great, but I'm
not always feeling  productive, nor do I  always have manual
labor that needs  to be done (though, I once  toyed with the
idea  of shoveling  a  pile  of  gravel  from  one place  to
another and back again just  to exercise. You'd be amazed at
how fast that  builds up your shoulders and core,  if you do
it right.)

As for the  sugar... after a very unpleasant  headache a few
days ago, I  swore it off again. I'm holding  up OK for now,
but  with addictions,  sheer will  power is  not really  the
answer. Right now, I think I  will settle for trying to find
a sensible  sort of abstinence. It  might be all I  can hope
for,  without getting  help.  Especially  in my  sugar-laden
society.

[1] gopher://gopherpedia.com:70/0/Cinder cone
[2] gopher://grex.org:70/I/~tfurrows/art/beauty/playing_in_cinders.jpg