so confused, i'm not in control, everything seems so fake, just an illusion.
I feel like i'm falling again, i'm spiraling in something there's no escape from
i did so well, but it was just running on a hill, and the hill doesn't end
and i cant keep running, i'll trip and fall one day
and when i fall i roll back.
So why struggling, why can't i just let it be.
Recently i read this sentence:
" by the time this feeling is gone I will cringe at it and move on "
it's true. next monday this feeling is gonna be gone and i'll forget it.
What am i doing god damn