if i only gained weight i would fucking stop binge eating like a pig,
but no, i will fast for the next two days and i'll make up for it,
i will probably lose a kg too like every week.
i hate it.
but no purging, that's the objective for the moment. never again. even if i
would love to.
UPDATE: i'm fucking worthless. purged, then binged again, the purged again.