i've been emailing people about rooms to live in like crazy
the last time i saw my therapist (and considering how much shit is changing
for me, it might really be the last time) she said she didn't want me to
rush into anything re: housing, that i should take some time to get acclimated to my new job first
like everything else she's ever told me, it makes sense
but also, i just want to get out of here
this fucking hoarder house with my conservative parents who don't like me
i feel so close to a new better life
so close to breaking through
and i want that so badly that i'll rush into something for it, honestly, i don't even care
