i go to the cafeteria and instantly dizzy, lightheaded, limbs like lead,
unable to focus on more than one object at a time ... starting to wonder
if i have agoraphobia or something.

it eases pretty quickly once i start walking back to my dorm room, taking the
long route around to enjoy the dark and cold and quiet.  something about that
kind of overstimulating semi-social environment, surrounded by people but
speaking to none of them, physically disturbs me.

idk.  i don't like sitting in a chair and feeling like i'm listing over to one
side, about to fall over.  i don't like being so weird and fuzzy all the time.

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