I was inspired by the poem at the end of this short story, which won some awards a while back. I'm not too much into reading anymore, not for any lack of trying to get back into it. Anyway, as I was saying.
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I was inspired by this poem, and decided to go back to writing some of my own. Here goes... something.
For all my tries to get the prize
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Of a healthy, painless life
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All I got was a tangled knot
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In my stomach, lined with strife.
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**Time to reboot.**
`xen: Booting virtualized kernel under dom0...`
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Virtual. Not real. Not exposed.
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So that it doesn't hurt.
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You virtualize to mitigate vulnerabilities.
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In a way... So do I.
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I am a `virtual void()`.
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No interface, no vulnerabilities.
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No interface, no point...
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**Time to reboot.**
`xen: Booting virtualized kernel under dom0...`
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`systemd[1]: Starting Load Kernel Module social-firewall...`
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The answer is in limitation.
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Social distancing at its literal.
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Allow-list: Three people. Drop all other traffic.
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..
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Eight months later, someone on the allow-list undermines my kernel's integrity.
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*Panic.*
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`CPU: 2 PID: 2 at drivers/emotion/love/uncond_love.c:483 - assert "significant_other.emotional_support != null" failed [emotion_engine]`
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**Time to reboot.**
`xen: Booting virtualized kernel under dom0...`
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`systemd[1]: Starting Load Kernel Module social-firewall...`
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`systemd[1]: Starting Load Kernel Module iface-fake-emotion...`
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`socialtables -t nat -A POSTROUTING --out-interface fake-emotion -j MASQUERADE`
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`socialtables -A FORWARD --in-interface emotion0 -j ACCEPT`
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No one comes in anymore.
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..
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*No one comes in anymore.*
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It's getting lonelier by the minute.
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*Why do I have to make these stupid fucking hacks anyway?*
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**Time to reboot.**
`Booting paravirtualized kernel on bare hardware...`
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`Broadcast message from person-f1a830b3df@outside-world (pts/1):`
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Go find help, please. You need it.
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`Broadcast message from person-1cedb817eb@outside-world (pts/1):`
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You're acting really weird and you're creeping me the fuck out.
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`Broadcast message from person-84dcfb24df@outside-world (pts/1):`
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Dude, what the fuck is wrong with you?
