I have become someone I didn't want to become in more ways than I hoped I'd have to notice. I long knew that there is a risc that I'll acquire personaly traits, customs and general grown-up features in behaviour if I live way past 30. But it feels sort of gross to actually be there. I didn't anticipare that. Well, at least I can't honestly say that I believe that child-me would hate today's me, because I didn't hate back then. But he wouldn't want to be or become me, either.
