so it's been almost a month since i left that corporate job, and some
                         things have happenned

- i've tried freelancing, but it's more of the same stuff i dont like

- i've been relistening to punk music and felt alive again

- my body is free of neuron-affecting medication after 10 years or so
  and my emotions are flowing naturally again
    // crying in sadness, getting headaches from anger, even some love, an
       absolute chaos tbh

- i no longer feel as i belong in my family

- i easily detect but can no longer tolerate people who can hurt me bad
    // including people i used to consider brothers and sisters

- i want to begin working as a delivery man

- i've begun EMDR therapy to deal better with psychologic and emotional trauma

- i still have hope in finding the right people and also know im not alone in this


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somehow, i feel like the life i really wanted to live is about to begin
things look and feel tough, but i want to keep going (and that's a LOT)

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