after a vacation week, i'm totally disconnected from work. also avoided
making progress in the ux course and just played videogames, took care of
the house and argued with my mother about her making me feel guilty
and anxious because of her abusive narcissistic behaviour and self-doubt
since i was a child.
yesterday i almost couldn't sleep because of the last one. today i slept
a 3h "siesta" and i almost felt happy again. no anxiety, no guilt, no
doubt. mostly i feel a soft chill and mental clarity
