I've finally rearranged my thoughts, trusted my guts and told
my boss I'm leaving the company on august this year. I feel
relief for this, but also a bit of remorse and the stress of finding
a new job by then. But this somehow motivates me to keep going on and
pushes me forward.
I'm not sky diving with this, I took a parachute (analogies i don't
understand where they come from). By august I'll be finishing a bootcamp
in UX/UI, so finding a job as a junior role in this field shouldn't be too
hard. Also I'm loving the lessons from the bootcamp and really enjoying
learning from it. Maybe this is the kind of work I'd like to create a career
in, but that only time will tell...
In other aspects my life is chaotic, but not too much. I've begin to lower
the antidepressants dose as the doctor told me. A wall of the house is partly
down because there was a broken pipe inside, but landlord promised me to
get it fixed by next weekend (we'll see). Also I've felt a little isolated
lately, but have made it to speak with some people I still keep in touch
from time to time.
Hope you're keeping it up and carrying on, thanks for reading!
~ ruros
