Doing okay today. Still feeling off but it's better than it was
yesterday, so that's good. Been keeping busy too. Went on a bike
ride earlier, did a bunch of class assignments that got dumped
on us with no warning, did... something? I know we spent a while
looking for a tire pump (funnily enough, it was velcro strapped
to our bike the whole time). I feel like I forgot something
important in there, not sure what but there's just this feeling
that I'm missing something. Oh well, it'll pop up if we really
need to know it (hopefully). Oh, wait! We meditated in a park
partway through the bike ride. Maybe that was it. It was nice
and I think it relieved at least a little tension. Winter break
is much-needed at this point. We're overstressed to the point
of nightmares making a reappearance. Ugh. Really hate our dreams
lately.
Been working on a battlejacket with Kaz and that's coming along.
They added 6 handmade patches last night! Hopefully they can
figure something out for the back patch since I don't think they
have a plan for it yet. We need to get screwback studs sometime
too but it's hard to find exactly what Kaz wants there. It's a
comfortable jacket luckily! And we feel safer with it on. I wonder
if that's from Kaz being closer to front, or if it's just the
social protection of wearing a jacket with patches on it. I don't
know about you, but I wouldn't mess with the guy in a battlejacket.
I still feel like I'm forgetting something, so I guess the meditation
wasn't it. Ugh. I hate this feeling. I hope I remember soon. I don't
think I'm the guy who usually writes feels but I don't know. I feel
younger than he is, and more... something I can put into concepts but
that doesn't translate easily into words? Self metadata or something.
Anyway! We're alright, just stressed and tired. Same as usual I guess!
We'll pull through as usual. Just have to keep moving.
