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Yeah but you still have a life to keep up?
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That would be ideal. Yes.
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What’s stopping you then?
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Nothing, i just think of everything as endlessly nostalgic. It’s recursive, and half the time recursion is bad.
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and the other half, recursion is terrible.
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Yes. Now, obviously, if yesterday seems better today, why am i surprised to wake up in the morning with the same feeling exactly the same way i felt last time i woke up?
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Why are you surprised? That’s your question?
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Yes, it’s not optimism anymore. It's just logic. How can downhill just be downhill? Should i keep driving? It’s nice to coast along with good music, but…. I swear i’ve seen the same sign every mile for the last hour. Destination 1 ½ miles ahead.
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Well, you put that there. You thought, you believed, and you pictured it. This is your “logic”. Acting/pretending as if you “deserve” good things. You deserve a crash. Hey! Listen! Where are your eyes?
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I looked ahead for a second. See? We’re so close! Destination <strong>only</strong> 1 ½ miles ahead.
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Jesus fuck
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