hey,
it's 6pm right now
if you're still listening
please talk to me
https://www.rabb.it/dftm5555
i'll be there today at 10
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my mind is thinking terrible things. please tell me you're ok. please tell me you're ok
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im waiting for your next feels entry. one that says you're feeling better. when i saw your tilde gone, i thought you'd stop writing here. please talk to me. I'm worried about you.
Andrea, I'm worried
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i know that you love me.
i love you too.
this whole day felt so empty without you
my mind was going "if only...", "if only....", "if only..."
if only i could somehow make enough money
to sustain you
so we could both run away
if only i could make this easier on you
if only i could sit next you, and quietly hug you so you stop crying
i dont dare to listen to music
everything somehow relates back to you
i dont want to break down crying at work
or ever
there's been enough tears
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i love you so much
please don't die
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please don't die
i can't see myself living with that much guilt