hey,
it's 6pm right now

if you're still listening
please talk to me

https://www.rabb.it/dftm5555

i'll be there today at 10


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my mind is thinking terrible things. please tell me you're ok. please tell me you're ok


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im waiting for your next feels entry. one that says you're feeling better. when i saw your tilde gone, i thought you'd stop writing here. please talk to me. I'm worried about you.
Andrea, I'm worried


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i know that you love me.

i love you too.

this whole day felt so empty without you

my mind was going "if only...", "if only....", "if only..."

if only i could somehow make enough money

to sustain you

so we could both run away

if only i could make this easier on you

if only i could sit next you, and quietly hug you so you stop crying

i dont dare to listen to music

everything somehow relates back to you

i dont want to break down crying at work

or ever

there's been enough tears
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i love you so much
please don't die
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please don't die

i can't see myself living with that much guilt