i am often uncomfortable with the idea of vacations. we never went abroad when i
was a kid, and there's this squirrel in my brain telling me that going on
flights means i'm a rich fuck wealth monster. it keeps saying that i should
never spend money doing anything ever. it keeps saying that i should remain
miserable, and poor, and sad, and alone.

it's dumb and i know it's dumb but it's There
and it has the voice of my ex-girlfriend