i'm scared. i'm worried.
stuff in the usa is Not Going Well, and even though i'm not personally affected
by it, my friends are, and it makes me feel ill. i haven't been able to work
the past week because of everything that happened.
i feel at once like i am overly worried about something that doesn't matter to
me, that i don't have an excuse to slack off like so many folks do — and on the
other hand, that i'm not doing enough. that i'm not helping enough. that i'm not
listening enough.
i don't know
i'm scared