today my mom told me i "don't look trans enough" to be affected by anti-trans
problems in the usa. i know it's wrong, i know i look girly, i know i'm pretty,
but it just keeps eating at me. am i not trying hard enough? do i really just
look like a boy?

i might try to convince her to help me dye my hair tomorrow. it might make me
look a bit more like a girl, hopefully. i should also go thrifting in this town.

i almost forgot to eat today