2025-05-21                         from the editor of ~insom
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  I wrote an update in April but I deleted it.

  Things good. Work good. Weather good. Trying not to be too
  much of a people pleaser and not to destroy myself in the
  process.

  I've reminded myself of the personal rock-bottom of how I
  felt in 2022 - every piece of anxiety in my life can be
  compared to that. Having hit a point where I felt absolutely
  nothing mattered was kind-of freeing. It wasn't _good_, I
  don't _recommend_ it, but it provides a benchmark for every
  other feeling to be measured against.

  That was a little bit of a downer there, maybe. Sorry! I am
  actually feeling pretty good, if mildly overloaded. Just
  nice to remind myself that I _can_ say "fuck it" to my
  obligations, without _actually_ saying "fuck it" to them.

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