hi hello hi there
GLAD
Grateful: i am grateful for access to quality health care. when my
body isn't working well, i can see a doctor. when my mind isn't
working well, i can see mental health care providers.
Learning: i've been updating some old blogs and have been fixing some
goofy makefiles so that my builds are actually incremental now. i'm
thinking about ripping out make altogether actually because i'm kind
of over it. i have a couple of bash script replacements that ought to
be good enough. or maybe ninja? i don't care about portability
because i'm only writing for myself
Accomplished: I accomplished two tasks at work yesterday! That was a
confidence boost.
Delight: P. brought me some leftovers from their work dinner last
night and it was hella good. and then they left me two giant
chocolate bars this morning. like the spiced girls said: if you wanna
warm my heart then you gotta fill my belly
TAROT
you can't repair your reputation regardless of what mr. wilde[1]
would have you believe because your reputation relies on the
observation and interpretation of other people, and you have no
actual control over that. i am aware that instead i should just focus
on building my own integrity by keeping my word and being diligent my
work. but how should i conduct myself and focus my energy while i
wait for the system to adjust.
[1]: Chambers, R. W. (2015). The Repairer of Reputations. In The king
in yellow. story, Project Gutenberg.
https://www.gutenberg.org/cache/epub/8492/pg8492-images.html#THE_REPAIRER_OF_REPUTATIONS
Strength
Power, energy, action, courage, magnanimity; also complete success
and honours. A woman, over whose head there broods the same symbol
of life which we have seen in the card of the Magician, is closing
the jaws of a lion. The only point in which this design differs from
the conventional presentations is that her beneficent fortitude has
already subdued the lion, which is being led by a chain of flowers.
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there is nothing to be done
but to subdue your passions,
quiet your demons,
and focus on the task at hand.
be diligent in your work,
stay true to your word,
and keep your promises.
i like this quote from the card description
> There is one aspect in which the lion signifies the passions, and she
> who is called Strength is the higher nature in its liberation. It has
> walked upon the asp and the basilisk and has trodden down the lion
> and the dragon
