Sometimes, I'm brutally unaware of the inability I have to change things. Like,
I'm not sure whether or not I can change everything that I don't like about
myself - my therapist says this is something, at some point, that we
all learn to live with, to a degree - the Buddhist philosophy of learning to
live with suffering, and understanding that in an age of constant "fixes" we
can do well to learn about sitting still and attempting to...not find an answer
every single time. It's lucid, but it's my driving philosophy right now.