Time is passing as usual. Work was fairly slow this week. The days
that I work from home are kind of more relaxing, but I also get
anxious. It's hard to understand tone through messages and I'm worried
that I'm doing a bad job. I feel like I make more mistakes when I'm
not at the office. By the time I'm fully back at the office, I'll only
have a week or two of work before I quit and start full-time classes
again. I'm not looking forward to quitting. It's a nice enough job,
and being paid is certainly great, but there's no way that I can
balance an extra 20 hours per week on top of all the time that college
takes up. Working 10 hours a week in high school was enough to stress
me out beyond belief.
Anyway, things are good. Between coupons and those "invite a friend"
deals that are basically pyramid schemes, my partner and I ended up
with a ton of super cheap meals from one of those meal kit
services. Like, I paid $12 for four 2-person meals, including
shipping. It's great. It's too expensive to pay full price for it, but
it's a nice one-time thing. We're trying lots of food that we wouldn't
normally cook. I'm getting some good ideas for things to cook in the
future, too.
I have a neurologist appointment later today. I really hope that I'll
get something out of this, but I'm not optimistic. I'll probably just
spend another $200 for him to tell me to make sure I'm drinking enough
water. As if I haven't been doing that my whole damn life. At least I
don't have to drive myself there today, someone else is doing the
driving. I just really hope that this appointment isn't a waste.
