Sometimes it just feels nice to exist. That's what I'm feeling right
now. Things are pretty good in this moment and there are nice things
ahead of me.
It's definitely different from how I used to feel. I was so damn
miserable in high school. I didn't really understand how bad things
were until I got to college and eventually realized that I didn't want
to die anymore. That was pretty much a constant thought floating
around my head, and now it's just... gone. Things really are much
better. For anyone reading this who's still in high school, just know
that life really does start to look better once you're out. Sure, it's
more complicated and there are more responsibilities, but you finally
have the freedom to try and exist how you want to.
Anyway, I'm in a good mood. I start training for my new job on Monday,
so that will probably be a bit anxiety-inducing but at least it'll be
interesting. I have to go in-person later in the week and I know
parking is going to be a nightmare, but I can deal with it. I'm moving
next weekend, too, but after that everything should settle down for a
while. Good things are on their way.
