Rainy Nights?

I hate to admit, but why do rainy nights hit  different?       _.._
I ask that one single question whenever I'm alone in  my     .' .-'`
room, watching YOUTUBE as i pass away my time, the usual    /  /
way on how i take a break from doing stuff.                 |  |
                                                           \  '.___.;
One vivid memory that runs in my mind till this day has      '._  _.'
to be when i used to hangout with someone, they were far
distant from me, but   that   didnt   stop  us  from staying close,
this continued on for short while until they decided  that i wasn't
worth much one day, and left me.

             That happened during a rainy night.

Looking back at it now, it seems like the feeling has  passed, it
hits different now, but i still miss them, how come?  That's what
I wonder,  laying  down on  my  bed, after a  long  day  of  work,
or you could say, school.

I  can  only hope they're  in  a  better place, with understanding
people, and a peaceful life.