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# 2024-07-25 - Tramping On Life by Harry Kemp | |
I discovered this title in a reading list at a nudist resort, and | |
later learned that it is a public domain autobiography of a vagabond | |
poet. Sign me up! Now that i have finally read the book i have no | |
regrets. The author loved nothing better than to read books and to | |
study, and later to write. I had fun tracking down some of the | |
titles he mentioned. I would have enjoyed meeting such a free and | |
lively person. Some of his stories sound like tall tales. Either | |
he used poetic license to embellish the stories, or he lived larger | |
than life. | |
Below are a few quotes from the book. | |
My grandfather, after his hegira from Mornington, left behind his | |
library of travels, lives of famous American Statesmen and Business | |
Men, and his Civil War books. Among these books were four treasure | |
troves that set my boy's imagination on fire. They were Stanley's | |
Adventures in Africa, Dr. Kane's Book of Polar Explorations, Mungo | |
Park, and most amazing of all, a huge, sensational book called Savage | |
Races of the World... | |
Boy Travellers on to Congo by Henry Morton Stanley | |
How I Found Livingstone (Adventures) by Henry Morton Stanley | |
In Darkest Africa, Volume 1 by Henry Morton Stanley | |
In Darkest Africa, Volume 2 by Henry Morton Stanley | |
My Dark Companions And Their Strange Stories by Henry Morton Stanley | |
Through South Africa by Henry Morton Stanley | |
Adrift in the Arctic Ice by Elisha Kent Kane | |
The Far North: Exploration in the Arctic Regions by Elisha Kent Kane | |
Travels In The Interior of Africa, Volume 1 by Mungo Park | |
Travels In The Interior of Africa, Volume 2 by Mungo Park | |
Life And Travels of Mungo Park | |
But a grey chaos was settling over me. I trembled often like a | |
person under a strange seizure. My mind did not readily respond to | |
questions. It went here and there in a welter. Day dreams chased | |
through my mind one after another in hurried heaps o confusion. I | |
was lost... groping... in a curious new world of growing emotions | |
leavened with grievous, shapeless thoughts. | |
I hated school so that I ran away. For the first time in my life, | |
but by no means my last, I hopped a freight. | |
I now informed my father that I wanted to go to work. Which I didn't | |
so very much. But anything, if only it was not going to school. He | |
was not adverse to my getting a job. | |
The acid house was a gruesome place. Everything in it and for yards | |
around it, was covered with a yellow blight, as if the slight beard | |
of some pestilential fungous were sprouting ... the only people the | |
company could induce to work there were foreigners who knew little of | |
America... Swedes mostly ... attentive churchgoers on Sunday,--who | |
on week-days, and overtime at nights, laboured their lives out among | |
the pungent, lung-eating vats of acid. The fumes rose in yellow | |
clouds. Each man wore something over his nose and mouth resembling a | |
sponge. But many, grown careless, or through a silly code of mistaken | |
manliness, dispensed with this safeguard part of the time. And | |
whether they dispensed with it or not, the lives of the workers in | |
the acid house was not much more than a matter of a few years ... | |
big, hulking, healthy Swedes, newly arrived, with roses in their | |
cheeks like fair, young girls, faded perceptibly from day to day, | |
into hollow-cheeked, jaundice-coloured death's-heads. They went | |
about, soon, with eyes that had grey gaunt hollows about them--pits | |
already cavernous like the eye-pits of a skull. | |
Every decisive influence in life has been a book, every vital change | |
in my life, I might say, has been brought about by a book. | |
How wonderful it would be to become a hermit on some far mountain | |
side, wearing a grey robe, clear-browed and calmly speculative under | |
the stars... | |
During my subsequent tramp-career I never could grow callous to | |
vermin, as a few others that I met, did. Once I met a tramp who | |
advised me not to bother about 'em ... and you would soon get used to | |
'em ... and not feel them biting at all ... but most tramps "boil | |
up"--that is, take off their clothes, a piece at a time, and boil | |
them--whenever they find opportunity. | |
Softly my buddy and I drew off our shoes, putting them under our | |
heads to serve as pillows, and also to keep them from being stolen. | |
(Often a tramp comes along with a deft enough touch to untie a man's | |
shoes from his feet without waking him. I've heard of its being | |
done.) We wrapped our feet in newspapers, then. Our coats we removed, | |
to wrap them about us ... one keeps warmer that way than by just | |
wearing the coat... | |
I always had a book in my pocket. I read even at meals, despite my | |
father's protests that it was bad-mannered. | |
At that time McFadden's Physical Culture Magazine was becoming widely | |
read. I came across a copy of it. I found in it a guide to what I was | |
in search for. Faithfully I took up physical culture. | |
Physical Culture Book List | |
... and there were, as associates and companions, many people, who, | |
if extremely eccentric, were, nevertheless, alive and alert and | |
interested in all the beautiful things Genius has created in Art and | |
Song... | |
Derelicts, freaks, "nuts" ... with poses that outnumbered the silver | |
eyes in the peacock's tail in multitude ... and yet there was to be | |
found in them a sincerity, a fineness, and a genuine feeling for | |
humanity that "regular" folks never achieve--perhaps because of their | |
very "regularness." | |
Here, at last, I had found another environment where I could "let | |
loose" to the limit ... | |
* * * | |
My books were my parents, my relatives. I had been born of them, not | |
of my own father and mother. My being born in the flesh was a mere | |
accident of nature. My father and mother happened to be the vehicle. | |
* * * | |
Always, always I wrote my poetry and kept studying in my own fashion | |
... marks of proficiency, attendance at class went by the board. My | |
studying was rather browsing among the multitudes of books in the | |
college library. I passed hours, back in the stacks, forgetting day | |
and night ... recitations ... meals... | |
I was soon in trouble with my professors ... I was always up, and | |
even ahead, with my studies, but I was a disrupting influence for the | |
other students, because of my irregularity. | |
* * * | |
The Annual, a book published by the seniors each spring, now | |
advertised a prize for the best poem submitted by any student ... a | |
prize of twenty-five dollars. I had no doubt but that the prize was | |
mine already. | |
The prize was declared off. After an evening's serious discussion the | |
committee decided that, though my effort was far and away the best, | |
it would not do to let me have the prize, because I was so | |
wild-appearing ... because I was known as having been a tramp. And | |
because seniors and students of correct standing at the university | |
had tried. And it would not be good for the school morale to let me | |
have what I had won. | |
They compromised by declaring the prize off. | |
A year after, Professor Black, assistant professor in English | |
literature, who served on the judging board, told me confidentially | |
of this ... though he declared that he had fought for me, alleging | |
how I needed the money, and how I had honestly won the award. | |
I thought of the couplet of Gay: | |
"He who would without malice pass his days | |
Must live obscure and never merit praise." | |
Outwardly I maintained a bold and courageous rudeness. Inwardly a | |
panic had swept over me ... not the panic of deep solitude when a man | |
is alone at night in a boundless forest ... I have known that, too, | |
but it is nothing to that which comes to a man who knows all society, | |
by its very structure, arrayed against him and his dreams. | |
I saw that it was the object of education, not to liberate the soul | |
and mind and heart, but to reduce everything to dead and commonplace | |
formulae. | |
On all sides, so to speak, I saw Christ and Socrates and Shelley | |
valeted by society ... dress suits laid out for them ... carefully | |
pressed and creased ... which,--now dead,--it was pretended their | |
spirits took up and wore ... had, in fact, always worn... | |
* * * | |
My first night's shelter was in a leaky outhouse. The farmstead to | |
which it belonged had burned down. | |
I had brought a box of small candles for just such an emergency. I | |
lit one after the other, sat on the seat, and read Keats all night | |
... in an ecstasy, forgetting my surroundings... | |
* * * | |
Quite often, in the afternoons, toward dusk, around a dying fire, the | |
whole community had "sings" out in the woods, near the one large | |
stream that abutted the colony, and gathered into itself, all the | |
little brooks... | |
The old songs were sung; rich, beautiful, old Scotch and English and | |
Irish ballads--which were learnt, by all who wanted to know them, at | |
the singing school ... and the old-fashioned American songs, too. | |
And the music softened our hearts and fused us into one harmony of | |
feeling. And all the bickerings of the community's various "isms" | |
melted away ... after all, there was not so very much disharmony | |
among us. | |
* * * | |
Free Love, Marriage, Polygamy, Polyandry, Varietism, | |
Promiscuity--these were but tossing chips of nomenclature, bits of | |
verbal welter, upborne by deep terrible human currents that appalled | |
the imagination! | |
The man who prated glibly of any ready solution, orthodox or | |
heterodox, radical or conventional, of the problem of the | |
relationships between men and women was worse than a fool, he was a | |
dangerous madman! | |
author: Kemp, Harry, 1883-1960 | |
detail: gopher://gopherpedia.com/0/Harry_Kemp | |
LOC: PS3521.E45 Z5 | |
source: gopher://gopher.pglaf.org/1/1/5/4/1/15415/ | |
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title: Tramping On Life | |
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