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| Stardate: 20250818.0913 | |
| Location: Living Room | |
| Input Device: AlphaSmart dana.wireless | |
| Audio: Static in my head. | |
| Visual: Living Room furnishings | |
| Energy: 60% | |
| Emotional: Getting there. | |
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| Day 41of60(?) of The Occupation.[1] The first wave left the other | |
| day and the second wave is here until the end. Unsure when that | |
| will be since my father-in-law ended up in the hospital and might | |
| have to go for extended play. | |
| I'm pretty worn out and have been in NPC (Non-Player Character) | |
| mode. It can be exhausting being an automaton, but is the path of | |
| least resistance for the time being. I just need to break | |
| character at regular intervals so I do not get stuck there, like | |
| before. | |
| NPC mode can be useful in certain circumstances, but is not | |
| something I am interested in becoming...tho at times it seems that | |
| the older I get, the more those skills are called for. Sometimes I | |
| practice so much that I become consumed by it. I cannot forget the | |
| face of my father. | |
| [1] The Occupation of 2025 | |
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