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| | Against Entropy | | |
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| minimalist excesses | |
| hello from cara. you may know me from twitter as @caraesten. | |
| i make weird art with old computers and CRTs. | |
| having spent a lot of time lately reading some truly beautiful | |
| writing here in gopherspace, i thought i might like to create | |
| my own little spot. | |
| On CRTs And Other Forked Paths | |
| This Quadra 650 I'm typing on is almost too fast. Somehow, it feels zippier than | |
| the 630 it replaced, but given the near-identical specs, that's probably just my | |
| imagination. The video card is objectively better though; I can turn up the | |
| resolution to 832x624 and everything seems small, distant, so much space to work | |
| with, and all of it clear and sharp. | |
| Continued... | |
| Monday, March 14th, 2022 | |
| For the last few weeks, I've known my garden was overrun with weeds. I'm | |
| sure it had been steadily getting worse, I must have seen it before then, | |
| but I had largely bkeeping it from my mind. Sometime during the | |
| fall, the last stalks of the mustard greens had dried up with their rattling | |
| seed pods intact and I had managed to lie to myself till nearly the end of | |
| winter about my plans to harvest the seeds. In the meantime, everything I | |
| had planted was lost under the tall grasses. | |
| Continued... | |
| Tuesday, January 04th, 2022 | |
| Repairs. Taking apart the computer where I read posts in gopherspace, | |
| firing it up, making sure it all works properly, then getting carried | |
| away with reading. I installed a SoundBlaster 16. There's an FM synth | |
| chip I can use on it for writing music. The first time, there was | |
| some gunk on the ISA pins, so I take it out, reseat it, pop it back | |
| in. Was it something on the pins, or was it a driver conflict? I make | |
| changes to the AUTOEXEC.BAT. | |
| Continued... | |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2021 | |
| I love reminding myself that I still know how to make a fire. Setting the logs | |
| just right, starting the initial flame, and then tending it as it grows is such | |
| a reassuring activity for me. In one sense, I get the same pleasure out of it as | |
| from playing SimCity: watching a thing you set in motion take on a life of its | |
| own. I'm warmed by the logs that were caught by the sticks that were caught by | |
| the twigs which were caught by the wood shavings which I lit with my lighter | |
| over an hour ago. All related, all building upon each other. | |
| Continued... | |
| Friday, December 24th, 2021 | |
| The rain is falling outside as I write this; there's something odd about | |
| witnessing a rainstorm in a desert. It's supposed to happen every once and a | |
| while, but I never expect to be around to witness it. I don't live here, and it | |
| feels like a fairly intimate and rare thing to see for someone who's just | |
| passing through. Anyway, I'm in Scottdale with my parents and my sister for | |
| Christmas, and it's pouring. | |
| Continued... | |
| New Session | |
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