IN NVPTIAS
to H and R

when you're young love comes easy
       words pour out of you
               aimless and hungry
       like embers that would that
               the world caught fire
but leave only holes in your heart

you walk out on the morrow
       feeling raw
like a shadow leftover
       of nights that went on

and you walk and you hope
       and you find your way home
but home wasn't home until I met you

our first apartment was a second floor
way up the eastern face of the valley in
las Nieves
               we drank coffee watching
               the darker ridge turn red
and the calm that had slept
on the city below
       came up to meet us and past
driving ahead of it the mists so thick
there were nights we couldn't see the floor

from our window you watch me
walk down the street
       till I turn the corner
               to the bus
       that brings me down
               with the light
into the day

and
               though apart
       a song rises
               then
       and still
like a season's first sign
       like a bird broken free
like a curtain in love with a candle

                               Augusts '16 Chicago —— '19 LI