I know it's been a while since I've written. So, here is an update.
Things are getting worse, as I suspected. Stress seems to exacerbate
the issue. For example, I'm sure you all heard about the Las Vegas
shooting. I was there. That, my friends, was stressful.
Now, I'm beginning to have problems at work as well. My friend has been
good about covering for me, but he is now telling me that I need to get
on medication as soon as possible and, if possible, also get on
disability. I'm not crazy about that idea, but I think he may be right.
In the meantime, Jeffrey and Jonathan are now insistent about sleeping
on the small futon that I call a bed. I have trouble waking them in the
morning to put the sheets and blankets away, so this has become an
issue. They are increasingly disruptive, and as I mentioned before, are
now causing problems at work.
I see the psych on Tuesday. We'll see what they recommend.
