2022-12-20
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Oh, wow, this is really not my time of the year. Each year I have
a big deadline a week before christmas. This year the product was
re-branded, and several of the employees were new to the whole
thing, including the person responsible for the re-branding. So,
my anxiety levels have been high enough. I got sick for a couple
of weeks too. Then had to rush for the next two weeks to get the
product done. Now I am feeling sick again. It never really went
away. Took one for the team, and all that. Although, it doesn't
really feel like taking one for the team when the team consists
of so many people new to the project. I don't even know these
people, so who am I sacrificing for?

No one's really even pushing me to do this thing while sick. It
is just my own sense of the realities that makes me do it. I am
literally the only person capable of doing this within the
organisation, and hiring a freelancer on a moments notice would
be very risky. Dumping a large project on someone else is more
stressful than just doing it while sick.

So yeah, I did it, and it came out great. High five. Now just have
to get better before christmas to not ruin the plans.

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