My co-worker A. and I went on a lunch walk today.
It was 4 degrees celcius, but I was wearing loads
of layers and actually felt hot by the time we came
back to the office. I like A. well enough, even
though I wouldn't normally talk to a guy like that
(too indifferent on politics because social issues
don't affect him), but it's easy to walk and talk.
Me: It's a bit much now with knowing that everything is
going to change, but not knowing how and when.
Him: Ikr people are not designed to deal with change.
I thought it was pretty funny the way he phrased it. He
has no idea.
Yesterday I was too tired and hormonal and during
yoga-class I cried, afterwards I cried on the phone to
my sister in the bus, after that I cried in the dark on
my bed with my stuffies, after that I cried while
roommate F. hugged me. Today I am feeling much better
since I went to bed on time and watched a show on the
train instead of scrolling reals. Everybody in the
office is glad the rain stopped for a bit and they
don't mind that it's getting colder instead.
This evening F. and O. are going to cook for me, ramen
I think. Good day good day.
I don't think people are not designed to deal with
change at all.
