idiot's diary, terrestrial date 27.03.2023:
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today I am deppression of my financial state. I found out that firewood prices are ten times higher then three years ago.
My account balance is almost zero. I have an unpaid bill for four thousands for electricity. The car we are using
lasts only to June, because of mandatory technical exam and my washing machine just broke.
I have no idea what to do to don't freeze to death next winter. I have no chance to save that much amount of money till then.
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That was quite a day. I felt like I wake up at 4 am and the feeling was right. There was a winter to summer time change this night,
so I technically woke up at 4 by the previous time. Althou I get out of the bed I didn't woke up really, I was like a zombie.
I woke up at 1pm, I did nothing at work, it had no meaning to go there, everything in vain.
I decided to go outside after the work, because there was beautiful weather outside, the sun was shining, so I go by a bike
to pick up some cones for fire. Right at that time I get to the edge of the forest it start snowing.
It was snowing so heavily that I barely saw one meter in front of me. So I packed up everything and head home.
My bae wants me to fix the washing machine, but I had no idea how. I decided to make a bowl from the plastic vessel for washing gel.
I wanned this bowl to capture the water from the washing machine filter. I cut myself during the crafting, not by the knife,
but by the sharp piece of the plastic. Fresh wound and dirty waste water is not good combination, specially when I didn't
renewed the tetanus vaccine yet. I put the bowl under the filter and I opened the filter. At that time I realized the bowl is useless.
Really strong water stream started to squirts all over the place, the stream was so strong I couldn't close the filter.
And I had to wait till the machine pour out empty. I gathered two buckets of water by drying this place out, I took me
about an hour. My bae come when I thought I am done and she told me I need to wash the floor by some soap water so it will not stink.
After I cleared all filters and hoses the washing machine seemed to be working, I was wrong, it worked only half an hour
and it stopped to releasing water again. So the whole process had to be repeated again.
After that whole-day nightmare I wanned to go to the garden and feed the birds, I didn't failed in this, but when I was
closing and bonding the bag of seeds it slipped out of my hands to the ground. I was that 'lucky' that it happened
at a place I am used to chop firewood there, so seeds was mixed with pieces of wood and chips and splinters.
I put most of the seeds back into the bag, but pick out all the wood parts was impossible. Birds has no choise but to
play cinderella.
I was about to pay for the unpaid bill for electricity, so I would not forget about it. I logged in to the bank via internet.
I setup the payment and it didn't want to accept my password during the payment confirmation. Offcourse I put there the wrong one.
I didn't realized. Bank blocked my account, well, I will better leave it for tomorrow.
There was really cold all over the house and I would have a icicle on my nose at night if I would not do something about it.
So I go to chop the wood. I was chopping the first log and it was tough, I probably chose the wrong log.
I tried so hard that the axe was stuck in the half of the log when I realized. I spend next half an hour by getting the axe
out of the wooden log, the f*cking first one.
Nothing goes right today, I hope I will wake/stand up with the right feet tomorrow. ( czech proverb to be lucky the whole day )