No motivation at all. Life is a bore. Need inspiration. I don't know if I can
still move on. So much weird things coming into mind. What is my purpose here
on earth? I want to help others. But how can I help others when I can't help
myself? I will try to keep believing. Will go to church today. I am hoping
Jesus can shed me some light. I have 2 birthdays for family going on right now.
I don't even want to go to any of them. I have no energy.
