Fri Oct 14 04:28:52 UTC 2022


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# Location: Home
# Input Device: Apple Speech Thing
# Audio: Fans
# Visual: Dim light from monitors
# Energy: low
# Mental: excited
# Emotional: anxious
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Just a short one today. I'm a little sleepy, and my energy is
pretty low. The excitement for today was podcast recording day.
Three friends and I, so four of us have been getting together
and watching movies and then talking about them. I am the person
that's been editing them and they're not bad but I'm not sure if
it's a different enough to stand out in the marketplace.

I'm a bit worried about my debit card because the replacement
hasn't come in yet.

I have a lot of worries that are heavy on my heart right now. I
don't know how to get them out or what will make them feel
better. Going to try and think on it but I think I might end up
just pushing it down and burying it. Thinking about emotional
outbursts and sudden strong feelings, really makes me think that
it might just be repressed feelings that weren't expressed
popping out.

Anyway I think today is a win because I've journaled again and
that makes multiple days in a row. Even though the voice to text
isn't perfect I think it's serving its purpose. I've been able
to express myself a little bit better than I had been. Thanks
for reading so far and I'll keep on updating. Please let me know
if you have any questions or concerns, or if you know a way to
link back.