absence
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               homework done she races for bed
               you call her for goodnights and i love yous
               she cuddles back then upstairs and gone
               so short on ceremony

               engrossed in details
               reciting the narrative of and this happened
               that is sooo disgusting
               that is sooo cool
               when i'm twenty i will retire
               and live in that house (points to a house on saratoga lake)

               absent in a thousand small spaces
               manager of cats and wide-eyed faces
               a smile articulated for the millennium
               a child a 100% premium orange juice pineapple child
               when she's absent you know what it is to be forlorn


                       Marek Lugowski
                       17 October 1999
                       Valley Falls, New York