while u was away...
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               tossed my black dromedary
               in the grass by the ex-fire

               nothing food or scent in tent
               i only sleep here -- eat there
               gone for the day i kayak away.

               return -- late afternoon -- pull the gray boat up
               unsnap shed the orange vest put down my blue oar
               carefully like a gunbelt -- and:

               dusty paw print 3-inches on the dromedary
               dusty smudge on the hard black plastic top

               it's enough of a bitch to unscrew
               with opposable thumbs...

               a quick scouting of the hood
               deliberately noisy
               a quarter mile inland on a trail of all things --
               mass of black scat with berry seeds
               not deer (pellets) not coyote (smooth brown)

               nothing shits so voluptuously generously

               still warm.  animal gone
               trawling in the lake en route or already
               in port portly -- and rolling out.

               feasting or fasting?  it's damn dry.


                       Marek Lugowski
                       15 September 1997
                       Chicago, Illinois