Not everything has gone to shit, but it feels like quite a bit has. I feel much more isolated today, this is likely due to a compounding of factors, I feel like I
am at the tail end of the thinking-that-people-care-about-more-than-they do you cycle. It's never one event, but smaller tendancies, a lack of intrest in
conversations, an apathy to wanting to do things. I recognize that this is the natural course of friendship and that for each person it will happen at some point
and I have been in the cycle at many times before in my life, but it's the whiplash the hurts, one moment it feels like I have a close moment with someone and the
next conversation seems forced. There is no blame to be placed on anyone in the situtation, as I like to live be the rule as don't assume any intentions in most
actions.
