I don't think you have any idea just how really really important
you are to the people around you. You might not believe it, but
when you're not around, people are wishing you were there with
them. Your crushes lay in bed at night, secretly wanting you to
cuddle, to nuzzle your nose against their necks and fall asleep
with a sigh. Going through all the people in your past - and it
doesn't matter who, all of them had a secret crush on you.* The
people that were mean to your face?* As they sit in long trips
in the car, they closed their eyes for just a moment, as they
rolled down the window, felt the breeze on their faces and
imagined you were going through them, enveloping and
intertwining with everything that makes them them... ...but when
you're around, they're so ashamed of their secret adoration and
worship of your existence on this planet that it takes
everything they've got to not give you the satisfaction of
knowing just how their lives would be absolutely NOTHING without
you. and the people who love you? They're not any different.*
They, too, hold back just how much they want you to absorb them
molecularly, atom by atom, your electrons entirely entangled
with theirs until they no longer know who they are, and are only
filled with you. And then there's the quiet ones. They're
quietly studying you.* Learning from you.* You are their role
model.* You are everything they want to be in life. They want to
be you. For the quiet ones, their every breath is filled with
you.* They inhale, you enter.* They exhale, they leave
themselves, just to make more room for you. People secretly
scrape the ground where you walked and save it in keepsake boxes
on their dressers.* They are filled with light at the thought of
you.
