Time management.* Yeah, I'm working on the cure for that.* They
say, "Schedule yourself".* Hah!* Impossible.* Being open to
interruption while also remaining in self-control and scheduling
the future while accomplishing projects I want to do?* Nearly
impossible.* As soon as there is a "void" in my time, someone
comes along to fill it with me paying full 100% attention to
them.* And I do it, because, well, I consider it highly
disrespectful to do otherwise.. But it sucks me dry sometimes.*
I wouldn't want to be alone-alone mind you... I kind of like the
interruptions ... sometimes.* But at the same time, I'm smiling
and listening and getting involved in whatever they're
interested in, while a piece inside of me is screaming, "GO AWAY
PLEASE I WAS BUSY YOU KNOW CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I WAS WORKING ON
SOMETHING BUT YOU'D BE OFFENDED IF I SAID ANYTHING SO I WON'T
BECAUSE I'M A NICE GUY AND I WOULDN'T WANT YOU TO LEAVE
FOREVER". So, yeah.* Something like that :D I haven't been on
Skype since last July, and even then, it had been a few months.*
Everytime I would get on, I'd get so many calls from bored
people.* Apparently I'm entertaining - and that's flattering.*
I'd hate for them to go away entirely... yet... I dunno, time
management is hard :D I ask myself the question: "Who am I
serving right now?"* with whatever tasks I'm involved in.* That
helps me a little.* Right now, I'm serving you - and I'm also
serving me.* My niece's cat that is here that I feed is walking
across my keyboard at present.* In my head I'm going, "I'm
serving Raiok right now and myself. You have to wait another
minute". It helps me not feel guilty for ignoring her.* But now,
I must feed her :P
