sounds like an existantial moment. when I get like that, I find
something to let myself be amazed at. Science stuff does it for
me (I'm a geek, yeah). I'm amazed how colors are a small part of
the electromagnetic spectrum, how sound waves smush together as
a plane approaches Mach 1 and breaks through the sound barrier
(great videos showing it on youtube), how too-small-to-be-seen
particles and waves make up the matter in your fingernail, etc.
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