we're a part of it too so we'd have to write ourselves into the
  programmable matrix programming the matrix.*tongue emoticon
  *yeah definitely a maybe*tongue emoticon*All our lives are
  unique and I have _no idea_ what is "just me" or what's 'general
  patterns of everybody'. So, I share my "case" (The World As It
  Is To Be Kenneth Udut) and maybe it can help somebody somehow
  somewhere somewaysmile emoticon