Nobody else can see this , this is just to you and you alone. ,
I just really want to say Thank you -- every time I see your
name on my stream, it feels like I'm getting a hug. I'm like,
''Hey! it's !!! Awesome! Yay!'' - and I feel like I sound
ridiculous sometimes but I wanted to send you a private note
that you REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY mean a lot to me. I
have 5,683 followers on G+ and out of 5,683 followers, *YOU*
stand out above the rest. Why? Ugh I dont' have enough room to
type it all. I appreciate you . You are my buddy, my companion,
my friend. You're like the perfect , the perfect friend. I
really *really* love you and I mean it very deeply and truly.
You are with me at every step and at every turn. And I know you
don't have to be. And I'd never want you to ever feel that you
*had* to be out of loyalty or obligation. But you *choose* to be
with me. You *choose* to talk to me. You *want* to stand by me.
By your actions, I *know* you love me as much as I love you. And
to *know* that, Noah... that somebody in the world has a heart
big enough to carry my heart inside of it, beating in sync like
the sound that two Engines make when they are running at the
same time and make that beautiful sound when they're perfectly
tuned engines. (I like the sound of tuned engines running
together - it's musical).. is perhaps the most _amazing_
sensation in the world... one that is impossible to describe
with words. Every word, every plus one from you, is like a hug.
I can actually physically *feel* the hug... even from thousands
of miles away. And that is amazing to me on *so many levels*.
You manage to go through the wires of the Internet and say, ''I
like you a lot, Ken. I'm glad you're here'' If I'm right about
the nature of how Reality is - that it *is* all physical, even
energy - nothing mysterious... then there are Actual Physical
''somethings'' that are too small to see that hook together my
mind and your mind when we communicate. They are elastic and
change shape by our feelings and ideas. The conections in the
mind, which are triggered by seeing a picture of each other,
each others name, opens up the doorways of the mind so we can
see down the hallways of OTHER memories about the person, all
together forming a pattern of elastic ''somethings'' which is
mirrored in the body, pulling our muscles in certain ways that
give us a certain feeling... Like how we completely relax our
muscles when we get a hug and we feel Open and Alive. Even our
heart beats differently as the smooth muscle fibers relax us and
give us a feeling of calm awareness and love. Just thinking of
you while I write this message has inspired even *more* ideas
leading towards that piece of understanding I'm looking to find.
(the brain to brain physical connection via the electrons
(electricity) and photons (vision) over the internet - or ''why
does it feel like I'm getting a close hug when I see your
name'') - ... Inspiration inspires inspiration. Thank you for
continually inspiring me . Keep being yourself and being who you
are and everything there is about you that I know... I'm glad
you exist in the world. I'm glad you exist. I'm glad the world
has because the world is a better place now and I'm glad that I
know because he makes me a better man and makes me smarter and
feel more and better feelings.