Oro, i'm still working on recognizing my own inner Awesomeness
  and I'm ancient in human years. It took thousands of people on
  my minecraft server who say "I'm Awesome" all of the time, and
  who said, "Ken you're awesome!" over a period of about 7-8
  months, every single day before I finally said to myself, "You
  know wait? Maybe they're right. Maybe I *am* awesome." So yeah,
  it's not easy. But once you start to SEE and start to say, "Yes.
  I, Oro Mahjoob, am Awesome", it does AMAZING things to your
  inner self. "