Do I fear death? Well, I fear suffering beforehand without
relief. But oblivion and/or afterlife? I think what bothers me
MORE than death is not being able to jump ahead 500 years and
check it out. I suppose I fear dying _sooner_ than expected. I
expect 84-88 total. I'm at #44. I could die tonight. That would
be unexpected. I could die at 50. 75, 110... I dunno. So yeah,
if that's a non-answer, it's still my answer for now.