I feel like I should I should feel something and yet i feel less
  than I feel as if I should feel. I wasn't surprised. Wasn't
  disappointed. Knew I should be surprised. Knew I should be
  disappointed. I'm not even disappointed that I'm not as
  disappointed as I should be. Does that make sense? == I felt
  disgust for the practice and sorrow for those who didn't get
  proper closure. The amount of disrespect - the crime of using up
  a person's life and walking away from the responsibility of at
  least a decent treatment at the end... it's grotesque to me. Yet
  I don't feel the rage. I feel disappointed. I suspected we
  weren't any better than other countries in this way, and we're
  not any better. I feel like I should feel more yet all I can do
  is shake my head. I don't want to be that guy that just shakes
  his head and I suppose, it's surprising to me that I am. ==

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