I have a cultivated indifference as well but it has an icing and
core of care. I actually care very deeply for humanity - that's
why I bother talking to people. But what I want to help isn't
what people do or believe but their approach to life and
themselves. Absurdism seems to work. Friendship (on a very
shallow level) seems to work. I don't like getting much deeper
than that. I avoid drama and if I find someone prone to drama I
try to get them out of it as fast as possible for their OWN
sanity and for my own. Makes the world a better place I think.
Some people hate me in the process 'cause they love their drama
but they're just the ones I can't help. Most people are
reasonable when you prick beneath the shields of ideologies
they're wearing. == I have a crap back but I can chop wood like
crazy if I make my stance correctly. Feels manly, gotta admit.
Strong chest and arms and legs, little toothpick lower back.
Tightening the stomach works == Never been past Colorado.
Everybody tells me that "I belong in Washington / Oregon". My
personality type I guess. But I always felt like a closet
Canadian. Still, don't like the cold so, maybe Brazil.... eh,
then I'd have to learn Portuguese a little better. (I cheat with
Google Translate, although I used to know a few Brazilian chat
phrases). Meh. I need coffee. Seattle? That's made of coffee
isn't it? Something about Starbucks comes to mind.
