someone liked one of my asmr videos I did and boosted my
confidence --- he siad this it was a psychological defense
mechinisum that I had developed from childhood trama. But the
ones that cut the deepest the is the hurtfull things that family
can say. I finally went to see a psychiatrist to see why I was
having the problems that I was having and I was quite supprised
at what the psychiatrist said. One thing I learned is that
people that tear others down and act like they've got it all
together, are some of the most disorganized people. It makes
them feel better about themselves. when they tear others down
because in all actuality it's because their own life they have
everything that's out of control and when they do it to others
it give them a sense that they have control over something. I
hope you continue making the wonderful vids that you make. I let
people that like to tear others down that their opinion doesn't
matter nor is it going to ruin my day and that hey just wasted
their time. Don't let fucktards determine who you are as a
person or trample on your happiness ever.
