I'm actually a lot like you. I don't think you're crazy at all.
  [I don't believe mental illness is a real thing anyway; if it
  has no physical cause then it's just a different way of looking
  at things] Anyway, the reason why I've shifted over to being
  impressed by exactly the OPPOSITE stuff of what I used to is
  because my mind is already filled with multiverse, GUT, sci-fi,
  time travel, a trippy outlook on things, [self-hypnosis for
  example always came easy for me - I just have to breath and
  think a thought I never thought of before [or think I never
  thought of before]). So it's because my mind is automatically
  filled up with that stuff, I've been forcing myself to be
  'grounded' and start to see, "ok, what actually brings food to
  the table" as it were. So, I keep a foot on both sides of the
  doorway, looking at the doorjamb much of the time and trying to
  see into both rooms at once.