I don't think you are crazy. *You are not psycho. But you are
  creative. *Perhaps you are able to see things other people
  cannot. Do you paint? *Or write poetry? *Or play music? *Perhaps
  there is a way to express the things you see and feel and get
  them out of your head. It is not your fault. *Something happened
  but I do not believe you were the cause. Perhaps you are a
  receiver of things. *You can see things in your mind that other
  people can't. *I believe that is possible. I hope you can find
  some kind of creative art where you can get these thoughts and
  feelings and sights, take them out of your brain and feeling,
  and they can be put into music, or poetry or drawing or
  painting. Then your creation will act as a mirror and you not
  feel so alone in your thoughts and feelings. *You will see it in
  front of you, or hear it with your ears, and others will be able
  to as well if you share with them, even if they do not
  understand.