I had biofeedback for anxiety issues when I was 11. Learned to
  breath to control overactive amygdala. Early 80s, new age
  biofeedback; using my MIND to make a COMPUTER beep go down in
  tone.

  [it's probably why I feel as if I can do _anything_ with a
  computer - and usually I sorta can tongue emoticon ]

  That's likely the source of the very short but conscious pause.

  My grandmother into Edgar Cayce, my mother fed us Yogurt in the
  late 70s/early 80s... and yet she had a government job and
  wasn't a hippie. I guess she enacted her back-to-nature dreams
  as best she could with us. [although I followed more my
  grandmother, who was a Star trek + Doctor Who fan and I loved
  that stuff as a kid - AND... still do... but I didn't follow her
  interest in American theosophy or ancient astronauts tongue
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  Still, being introduced to Joseph Campbell at a young age made
  me interested in the "power of myth", comparative religion, and
  I had a heavy interest in science, which easily folded together
  with religious things. I never studied philosophy 'til a year
  ago but people always called me a philosopher. So, I just let
  them, even though I"m STILL not sure what most Philosophers
  talked about or were; I just like doing it tongue emoticon