I'll progress my way to Python, Java, Ruby, C++, Javascript
  (yes, i don't know Javascript) - I mean I can change code in any
  of them a little... but actually writing? Nope. I mean I can add
  a for loop or something.... But first... I have to go out a
  computer language history tour because I really want to
  understand on a deep level this thing I've been glued to as much
  as possible for my whole life. [whether the computer is in front
  of me or on my iPhone.. it's all got the same kinds of stuff
  inside]. I'm going to face all that computer science stuff that
  used to bore the heck out of me but I'm going to learn it my
  way. I didn't like how teachers tried to teach it; they had no
  passion for the theoretical but I do.?